It's been two days since he brought me here at his condo. I do not know what he plans. After our argument in the past, it never happened again.
　　I don't know if I will calm down because he is not bothering me or nervous because I have no idea of his plans.
　　I stayed in the guest room while he was in his room. Good thing after our argument he did not carve me yet. We only talk when we eat or when there is something important that needs to be communicated.

　　Surprisingly, I just let the situation be the same for the two of us.
　　That's okay than fvcking.
　　I heard a knock on door before he came in.
　　"The food is ready" he said with a little smile.
　　I saw a glint of sadness in his eyes even though he's smiling.
　　Why are you doing this Andrei?

　　I want to asked but I didn't bothered to.
　　I just nodded at him as my response and walked with him through the kitchen.
　　He handed me a chair and waited for me to sit down before he walked over and sat down in his seat.
　　We quietly started our meal, as in the past few days none of us broke the silence.

　　I thought that would continue so I was surprised when he suddenly cleared his throat. I looked at him, giving him a 'what-the-hell-do-you-want' look.
　　"Pack your things" he said formally.
　　"Can I go home now ?!" I asked happily.
　　I miss my Adrian so much. I'm not used to being away from him.
　　He frowned at me. He drop his utensils and let out a sigh.
　　"We are going on a vacation baby. I still have my 3 days." he replied.
　　I was immediately depressed.
　　Still no Adrian for me.
　　"Why? Why are you doing this Andrei? We may be married because you tricked me but still for me, we are done." I said..
　　I could see the pain in his eyes and he smiled bitterly. "Isn't it obvious Cassandra? I love you. I love you that's why I'm doing all this shit just to have you back." he said.
　　Panic. Astonishment. Angry. Disappointment. Sadness.
　　Almost at the same time those emotions repeat to me.
　　I faked a laugh and looked at him. "Don't bullshit me Andrei." That's all I said.
　　He shook his head and frustrated looking at me. "Why can't you believe what I'm saying?" he said, there was resentment in his speech.
　　I closed my eyes and let go of the spoon and fork I was holding.
　　I opened my eyes and looked at him without emotion. "How can I believe in your words when I saw it with my own eyes and heard it with my own ears how the fvck you betrayed me." I said.
　　"I didn't, God knows how much I love you from the start Cassandra. It was all planned. Believe me baby." he pleaded and held my hand resting on the table.
　　I shut my eyes, trying myself to calm down but anger and resentment really dominated my system.
　　At the same time as I opened my eyes, I throw everything my hands I could get and shouted as I cried hard.
　　He immediately stand and hug me tight. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for hurting you please believe me baby. Please give me a chance." he whispered.
　　I leaned back against him as I continued to cry. "I wanna be bad even just for once. I want to hurt you, cursed you and do all things that can make your life miserable as I am." I said, bitterness and pain dripping in my voice.
　　But I can't. Just for the sake of Adrian. I can't.
　　"You already hurt me since the day you left me, I cursed myself hard for letting you go. I was really miserable when you abandoned me. No need baby .. I already suffered what you want. Now can you hear me out?" he whispered.
　　I just shook my head and pushed him. I looked at him without emotion even though my tears were still dripping.
　　"No matter how hard you explained it. I can't see myself believing, I can't trust your words anymore." I state.
　　I could feel him let out a heavy breath and then nodded.
　　"I understand." he replied simply and then looked at me intently.
　　"I'll prove it to you. I just want you to ready yourself." he said while anxiously looking at me.
　　Confused with what he said, I automatically raised my eyebrow.
　　He wiped the remaining tears from my eyes and then smiled fakely.
　　"After our vacation baby. I will." he said and kissed my forehead.
　　I just closed my eyes once his lips touched my forehead.
　　I opened my eyes as he let go and moved slightly away from me.
　　I stiffened in my seat when I saw his arm bleeding. Not too much but still bleeding. He immediately noticed that because that's where my eyes were focused.
　　My body grew cold and I began to shiver.
　　Blood
　　I could see his quick action to wipe and cover it before approaching me.
　　"Hey..baby it's okay. I'm fine. Just a little cut. Calm down." he said while caressing my hands.
　　Tears welled up in my eyes as the memories of my life began to return to my mind.
　　My baby ..
　　Save my baby ..
　　"Fvck!" I heard him cursed but not enough to get my attention.
　　As I closed my eyes, I could see blood dripping to my legs.
　　"Baby..baby..Breathe" I heard him said.
　　I'm still shaking in fear and crying even how hard I tried to calm.
　　My baby ..
　　Adriel ..
　　"Fvck!" I heard him cursed again and kissed my lips.
　　He kissed me softly and slowly, I could feel him occasionally giving me a breath. He touched my nape as he deepened the kiss. I slowly closed my eyes and responded to his kisses.
　　A few seconds later, little by little I felt calm. My mind is now on his hand traveling to my breast.
　　I moaned when he massaged it while still kissing me. Slowly he stopped the kiss and leaned his forehead against mine.
　　Our stare met. His eyes widened and he caressed my cheek.
　　"You okay now?" he asked worriedly.
　　I weakly nod and drop my head on his shoulder.
　　"I want to sleep now. Can you please carry me to bed?" I said weakly.
　　Instead of answering he just lift me up. He brought me into the guest room where I stayed and carefully dropped me on the bed.
　　He took the blanket and gently laid it on me. He kissed my forehead and ready himself to leave but I manage to hold his shirt.
　　"Can you stay beside me tonight?" I asked.
　　He sighed and held my hand. He sat in the remaining space on the side and gently squeezed my hand.
　　"Sleep now baby. I won't leave. I'll just clean the mess outside when you fall asleep. But don't worry I'll be right back to accompany you." he mumbled.
　　I quickly shake my head as a sign of disapproval.
　　"You can fix it tomorrow. Please don't leave me." I said almost begging.
　　He quickly lay down next to me and hugged me.
　　"Everything you want. Now rest baby, I won't leave, fvck that mess. My baby is my top priority." he hissed which made me smile a little before I fell asleep.